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Song #1 - Tormented
I Don't Give A Fuck About All Of Your Problems I Could Give A Rat's Ass How Your Feeling Today Take Your Wordly Advice and Shove It Straight Up Your Ass Thanx for coming around To Fuck up my day I Try Tolerate Good-Bye Take Me.....MT Look at you, I can't You donn't see the whole picture Take my bed of dirt Cold and MT i'll stay Whats the point of trying To stay above the surface Take my life from me Help me to ease my pain Try to see the way around you I CANT FIND IT Try to take the path behind me CANT REWIND IT Stick your finger in my face and I WILL BREAK IT Leave me with an after taste I LIVE FOR IT
Song #2 - Come Again
You push yourself on me Force yourself on me Free yourself through me You better save yourself from me Everytime you want me to be Something I could never be Guess you will have to wait and see Till the next time that you have to COME AGAIN I hate myself for you I break myself for you I'd kill myself for you I'd better save myself from you Everytime you want me to be Something I could never be Guess you'll have to wait and see Till the next time that you have to COME AGAIN If you have to walk my way Have something to say Get the fuck away Can't take one more day I Cannot conform COME AGAIN
Song #3 - Break
I walk alone I am alone I think alone I'll die alone Don't think I can make it on my own I think I need someone to HELP ME! Such is life So sad but true Kill everything That's close to you Try to decide what not to do You know you cannot CONTROL ME! I don't see the point in Going any further Than we've gone already Can't keep my hands steady Sadness Everyday for me You can't Take that away from me All these fucking thoughts inside my head Are almost more than I can take You push and pull on me Your gonna keep on pushing Till I break You think you can control me Have no chains to hold me Only thing that saves me Voices just might kill me
Song #4 - Painful
I light another cigarette Stop to think about it Come to no conclusions Take each step as it comes Hold no prisoners except myself Painful thoughts denied Try to explain My loss of words Fuck you I piss upon you all My head is a barracade Filled with peaceful thoughts No one understands Try to break the barrier I see no outlet No ones there to catch me when I fall
Song #5 - Nameless
The walls around me caving in Cracked and gray Remind me of myself, I need some help There's no one else I'm MT Addicted Pissed off And still afraid Of what you Have left me To live in This mess you've made I Feel Useless, Jaded, Nameless.. The ride is over I've come down Hate to be Can't rely upon myself, for my own health To just say NO I'm fucked up Distorted Dysfunctional And drained All of my Deep rooted Fears seem to get The best of me I hate the way you fuck with me You can't rely on open eyes to see I force these painful visions from my head You won't be happy till I break down
Song #6 - Mudshuvel
You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me You made in vain I lost myself inside Your tainted smile again You can't feel my ANGER!!! You can't feel my PAIN!!! You can't feel my TORMENT!!' Driving me insane... I can't fight these FEELINGS!! They bring only PAIN! You can't take AWAY!! Make me whole again.. I feel betrayed Stuck in your ways You rip me apart with the Brutal things you say Can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away Mudshuvel You take away I feel the same All these promises You promised only pain If you take away And leave me with nothing again You can't feel my ANGER!!! You can't feel my PAIN!!! You can't feel my TORMENT!!' Driving me insane... I can't fight these FEELINGS!! They bring only PAIN! You can't take AWAY!! Make me whole again.. Mudshovel
Song #7 - See Thru
Alone, I walk beside myself Alone, you put me on your shelf Alone, no one to blame but me But if you had told me when I was much younger That life has a way of pulling you right under I wouldn't be standing here preaching my hate I stand at the edge staring into my fate I see thru you What makes you think that you are god? Pick up the pieces as I fall apart Wither away with me Betrayed, you left me here for dead Betrayed, by the voices in my head Betrayed, left me out in the rain Betrayed, nothing left but pain I'm sick of the answers You have to my questions Your cannibal instincts and false dedications You leave me here cold, nothing left but my shell To die while i'm living and burn in my hell I'll pick you apart little by little Till nothing is left but the look on your face Once inside out I can get what's inside Beneat your facad I can see your disgrace The walls that you build up will crumble around you The pain you will feel as you wither away The sun though it comes up will warm you no longer Your strongest emotions I'll make you betray
Song #8 - Question?
Which way do I go? Pain I swallow, I cannot keep it down Hate I swallow, I cannot keep it down Down You, I hate you, I cannot keep you down You, I'll rape you, I cannot keep it down Down You before me I can't take it anymore My ears are sore Leave my feelings In a heap by the door Can't go up any further Come crashing back down Down
Song #9 - No One's Kind
What the fuck's the purpose
I didn't scratch the surface
Immune to what your saying
All along decaying
Can't see thru the fire
Darkness, lone desire
Quiet in my corner
Building up the border
Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No one's kind is all you'll ever be
Can't see thru the rain
Too much pain
Am I insane
Too much time
No sublime
Loss of energy
No symmetry
Fuck society
Lost in nievatre
Suffocate
I feel nothing Longing for somethin try hard try hard take your clothes off show me what your made of just to soothe me (all alone) leave me here I'm dyin (all alone) just kicked me in the face (all alone) all alone and crying (all alone) i suffocate I'm not gifted Slightly twisted Try hard try hard to see if I can push you any further just to soothe me (all alone) leave me here I'm dyin (all alone) just kicked me in the face (all alone) all alone and crying (all alone) i suffocate Please believe you saved me, rearrange me I can feel your feelings running through me Take away my sorrow my tomorrow kill me (all alone) leave me here I'm dyin (all alone) just kicked me in the face (all alone) all alone and crying (all alone) i suffocate I'm suffocating SUFFOCATE (come suffocate)
Just Go
I'm kinda numb Its so distorted you left me here with this damage that you've caused my tortured faces those fucked places and my memories none of them I've lost, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure but i know that I'm the only one that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. I feel so alone from all I've become I'll take you down I'll feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. just go all the fucking lies all your fucking lies
Me
I hear them talking 'bout your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice, and I'm sorry Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me please come save me from myself, save me from my... My mother's always tried to change herself she never learned to let things be she doesn't know how bad she messed me up 'cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm beggin you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself if you push me then I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all and shove it way down inside like my father like my father I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me (I'm failing at it) I'm beggin you to please come save me from myself I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means
Raw
The pictures left with me won't fade these images affect me every day cause of you I feel I dont feel safe my life I see you and her your so fucking right RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I've never been someone who knows My choices haunt me everywhere I go finally did something right for myself my life to you no one else your so fucking right RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold I'm so cold I feel so cold I CAN'T TAKE THIS RAW I Feel sick Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I feel sick RAW
Mudshovel
You take away I feel the same You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I lost myself inside your tainted smile again Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain you can't feel my torment driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain you can't take away make me whole again I feel betrayed stuck in your ways and you rip me apart with the brutal things you say I can't deal with shit anymore I just look away Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain you can't feel my torment driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain you can't take away make me whole again mudshovel You take away I feel the same All these promises you promised only pain if you take away and leave me with nothing again 'Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain u can't feel my torment driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain you can't take away make me whole again You will feel my anger You will feel my pain You will feel my torment driving you insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain you won't take away I'll be whole again mudshovel
Home
I force myself through another day can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything right in my face and I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away from everything I'm afraid to be alone afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again hotel rooms my only friend and friends like that just don't add up to anything And I try so hard to be everything that I should never take away from you again 'cause i heard ya say I'm afraid to be alone afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with... I'll live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore I'm afraid to be alone afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home home
A Flat
Trust In me Can't trust I'm the whore I don't believe it All my life so scarred what for who you can't conceive it Everything you fear i'll be here you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear so why can't you hear it I'm OK All my faith is gone you think I couldn't find it Pieces falling down shattered now get behind it In my mind alone, Lost in here I'm seperated Crawl deeper in my hole safe in here from what I hated All the demons in my head won't leave me I know I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing don't show can't believe it want to show that I'm good for something I can't you won't let me Are you running cause your words won't heal me Because you can't accept me And I hate myself And I hate my face And I hate my world And I hate my ways And I and I And I I'M NOT OK I'm OK Trust In me Can't trust I'm the whore I don't believe in All my life so scarred what for who you can't conceive it Everything you fear i'll be here you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear why can't you feel it All the demons in my head won't leave me I know I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing don't you can't believe in want to show that I'm good for something I can't you won't let me Are you running cause your words won't heal me Because you can't accept me I don't believe it
Crawl
I'm so lonely You're so beautiful Not the only One that's pitiful Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces Craving all of your deadly vices Like to think that I'm not addicted But I guess I wear it well And I crawl While you spit And I crawl through you Here I am now Not a lot has changed Nothin' better Everything's the same Late at night I can hear your voices Talkin shit about all my choices You would think you've known me forever Just because you know my name And I crawl while you spit And I crawl through you Everything falls apart everything EVERYTHING FALLS APART EVERYTHING And I crawl while you spit And I crawl through
Spleen
can't BREATHE!!! shut up I feel I give everything to you can't BREATHE!!! shut up I think theres nothing left to do can't BREATHE!!! shut up I'm don't like today, take it all away Just like what you say - I don't want you Kinda like the way, everything is grey Just like what you say - I don't need you I don't look like you, do the things you do but I'm fucked up too - I don't need you can't BREATHE!!! shut up I think you are whats changed my soul can't BREATHE!!! shut up I think I'll never lose control can't BREATHE!!! shut up I'm don't like today, take it all away Just like what you say - I don't want you Kinda like the way, everything is grey Just like what you say - I don't need you I don't look like you, do the things you do but I'm fucked up too - I don't need you I don't understand it your killing this planet the scabs on her face its a fucking disgrace I blame you can't BREATHE!!! shut up I'm don't like today, take it all away (shut up) Just like what you say - I don't want you (shut up) Kinda like the way, everything is grey (shut up) Just like what you say - I don't need you (shut up) I don't look like you, do the things you do (shut up) but I'm fucked up too - I don't need you (shut up)
Black Rain
Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them to you And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom from you And I may end a life, but what I hold inside all the things that I live with I can't easily hide And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for but you Its not easy to hide all this damage inside I'll carry you with me until I'm not alive When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly to you? I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with from you I'm so sick of this place this taste in my mouth cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about and I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for but you Its not easy to hide all this damage inside I'll carry you with me Til I'm not alive
