The Secrets Trilogy: Part 1 - Constant Fear


Chapter 36

Abigail spent the remainder of the day in Kevin’s room where he would drift in and out of consciousness. He was still very weak and in quite a bit of pain, so it was better for him to sleep. People would come and go and she’d stand off to one side to give them the opportunity to spend some time with Kevin, but she steadfastly refused to leave his room. She had spent too much time apart from Kevin and she was determined to spend as much time as possible with him while he recovered.

Several hours later, Kevin woke up to a dark room. He desperately needed to use the washroom and the pain medication had worn off again. “Abigail, are you still here?” Kevin said as loud as he could.

Abigail jumped when she heard Kevin calling for her in the dark. She quickly moved to turn on the light. “Of course, I’m still here. Is something wrong? Are you in pain?” Abigail asked.

“Yeah, my side hurts. But I was wondering if you could help me get to the washroom?” Kevin inquired.

“I’ll go get a nurse. I don’t think you’re supposed to be walking around yet.” Abigail replied. She stood out in the hall while a nurse assisted Kevin. She gratefully accepted the cup of tea that Kevin’s mother offered her. She had flown in as soon as she heard what had happened and they hadn’t really taken the opportunity to talk as of yet.

As Abigail took a seat in the waiting room across from Kevin’s mother, Ann said, “It’s a shame that we have to meet in this way.”

“Yes it is. I’ve heard so much about you. Kevin thinks very highly of you.” Abigail said.

“Kevin and I have always been extremely close, especially since his father passed away. I don’t mean to be rude Abigail, but I was wondering where your parents are.” Ann asked.

“Oh. They were both killed in a car accident when I was eighteen.” Abigail replied quietly, taking a moment to remember her parents.

“I’m sorry to hear that. I know it was extremely difficult for Kevin when he lost his father. I can’t fathom how difficult it is to loose both parents at such a young age.” Ann said sympathetically.

“It wasn’t easy. But if there was one positive thing I could say about Frank, it was that he helped me get through that extremely difficult time in my life.” Abigail said.

“It’s amazing that you’re still able to remember that about Frank.” Ann said.

“Well, it’s about the only positive thing I care to remember, although, the year that we were married was a good year. I would have never guessed that he was just using me. I almost want to believe, even to this date, that he did love me at one time. For a while there, I actually wondered if I was meant to be loved by anyone.” Abigail said.

“Have faith in Kevin. I know that Kevin loves you very much and once this is all over and you’re able to move on with your life, I think you and Kevin can be very happy together.” Ann said.

“That’s my hope. I still have my doubts, but those doubts are slowly being erased.” Abigail said.

While they were talking, the nurse exited Kevin’s room and said, “Abigail, Kevin is asking for you.”

“Go ahead sweetie. I’m going to go back to the hotel and try to get some sleep.” Ann said.

“Why don’t you go in and say goodnight to him while he’s awake.” Abigail suggested.

“Thanks dear. I’ll only take a few minutes.” Ann said as she gently hugged Abigail and then proceeded into Kevin’s room. Abigail liked Kevin’s mother. She was a very warm, kind and sincere woman and she could see why Kevin thought so highly of her. Her had been like that as well, and she wished that both her parents were alive to meet Kevin. She knew that they would have loved Kevin because he was the warm and caring gentleman that her mother had always dreamed she would meet. She smiled when the thought came to her that maybe her mother had a hand in her and Kevin meeting.

“Abigail, I’m on my way out. Kevin really would like to see you now. Try and get some rest tonight and don’t hesitate to call if you need anything at all.” Ann said.

“Thanks Ann, see you tomorrow.” Abigail said as she stood up and walked towards Kevin’s room.

Kevin smiled when he saw Abigail enter his room. She looked exhausted, but he still found her to be extremely beautiful. His mother had just finished telling him how much she liked Abigail and she hoped that they’d finally find some peace in their relationship. “So what do you think of my mom?” Kevin asked, able to talk a little easier as the pain medication started to work.

“I can see why you think so highly of her. She’s an incredibly kind and warm woman. She kind of reminds me of my own mother.” Abigail said.

“She likes you, you know that right.” Kevin remarked

“Well I wasn’t positive. But it’s nice to know that the feeling is mutual.” Abigail said.

“We don’t have to make any decisions yet, but she offered her house in Lexington to us. She thought I might want to spend some time there while I recover.” Kevin said.

“That sounds like an excellent idea! Get you away from the city and in an environment where two women that love you can spoil you rotten.” Abigail said with a smile.

“Are you sure you wouldn’t mind going there?” Kevin asked.

“Not at all. We could both use some serious downtime and it sounds like the perfect place from what you’ve told me.” Abigail replied.

“It’s a huge piece of property I bought her. There is a separate guesthouse, and I thought we could stay there. Give us some necessary privacy as well as some time with my family.” Kevin said.

“Are you sure your mother wouldn’t mind that?” Abigail asked.

“It was her suggestion Abi.” Kevin said.

“Well, ok then. Just as long as she doesn’t mind.” Abigail said. Abigail watched as a concerned look crossed Kevin’s face. “What is it Kevin?” Abigail asked.

“I’m more than a little concerned about you Abi. I know this has been a difficult day for you I’m just wondering how you’re holding up.” Kevin said, as he struggled to stay awake. The sedative he was given was starting to take effect.

“I’ll be fine as long as I know you’re all right. We’ll talk about this more when you’re a little stronger. Now stop fighting the medication and let yourself get some rest. I’ll be right by your side all night, so if you need anything at all, just ask.” Abigail said.

“Thank-you Abigail. You have no idea how much it means to me to have you by my side.” Kevin said.

“I know Kevin. Now get some rest.” Abigail said as she lifted Kevin’s hand and pressed it to her lips. “I love you.” Abigail whispered.

“I love you too.” Kevin said before he drifted off into a much-needed peaceful sleep.

Abigail didn’t get much sleep that night. She would doze off from time to time, but she took the opportunity to do a lot of thinking. She wondered what their future would be like now that they were able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Brian had told her that it had all ready been decided that the remainder of the world tour would be postponed indefinitely. They would not reschedule any dates until Kevin and his doctors were confident that he was ready to handle the rigorous schedule that came along with touring. That would give Kevin and Abigail a great amount of time to spend together. They had a great deal to discuss and work out, seeing that she really had no idea what Kevin was thinking. She only assumed that Kevin would want her by his side, but he had never actually spoken the words. In the end, she finally decided not to rush into anything and just let things naturally progress between them. In reality they hadn’t actually known each other for very long, but with everything that they had been through, it felt like they had been together for a lifetime. She would simply enjoy Kevin’s company and allow herself to get to know him better and vice versa. Once this black cloud cleared, there would be no more secrets looming over their relationship. Even with everything that she had been through and as she looked at a pale Kevin lying in the hospital bed, she couldn’t say that she would change very much. Of course, she wished that Kevin had never gotten hurt, but now that it was apparent that he would be fine, she felt at peace. Frank was no longer a third person threatening their relationship, and that was something that Abigail was very grateful for.

 

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