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Kevin
spent eight days in the hospital before he was released into the
care of Abigail. They would be spending the remainder of the
week at Kevin’s house in Orlando and then his doctor wanted to
examine his wound before he gave him permission to fly to
Lexington.
Abigail
didn’t want to put too much pressure on Kevin, so they
didn’t discuss anything pertinent. They had both agreed that
they would prefer to wait until they had some privacy. They both
had a lot of time to think and they knew there were a lot of
issues that needed to be discussed, but the hospital was no
place for bearing their souls.
Abigail
sighed as she watched a sleeping Kevin. He had been released
from the hospital the day before and even though his condition
was improving, he was still weak and experiencing quite a bit of
pain. Earlier that afternoon, they had taken a walk out to the
gazebo and Kevin tried to get comfortable. “I think it’s
about time we talked.” Kevin said.
“It
feels like there is so much to say. Where do we start?”
Abigail said.
“I
can’t ignore the improvements you’ve made over the past
week. How have you been feeling?” Kevin asked, very much aware
of the fact that Abigail had not returned to the treatment
facility. He had not talked to Dr. Steep while he was at the
hospital. He didn’t really feel the need to talk with him,
since he was all ready certain that Abigail’s state of mind
had dramatically improved.
“I’m
feeling stronger with each passing day.” Abigail said with
confidence.
“Abi,
what did you say to Dr. Steep to convince him you didn’t need
to go back to the treatment facility?” Kevin asked.
“I
didn’t really need to say anything Kevin. Ever since I knew
that Frank would never be getting out again, the uneasiness that
I had been plagued with disappeared. I realized what I had been
fearing wasn’t a threat any longer. You were going to make a
full recovery and I truly believed I would be able to close the
door on my past. Does that make any sense?” Abigail said.
“Yeah,
it makes a lot of sense. I was wondering if you finally felt
that Frank was no longer a threat. I truly believe that he
won’t be bothering us again.” Kevin said.
“I
know now that all the panic attacks and mood swings were all
related to everything I feared. Now that the threat it gone, I
feel much stronger.” Abigail said.
“You
have no idea how pleased I am to hear that. I’m looking
forward to moving forward and forgetting about the traumatic
events of the past month.” Kevin said.
“The
future still seems so uncertain.” Abigail said, as she looked
down at the ground.
“Why
do you say that?” Kevin inquired.
“Well,
we never really have discussed the future before. Even though it
feels like we’ve known each other for years, in reality we
only met a few months ago.” Abigail said.
“I
hope you realize how much I love you Abigail.” Kevin said.
“I
know that, and I love you too. But where do we go from here? You
guys will have a couple months off to give you time to fully
recover. I have to wonder what I’m going to do during that
time.” Abigail said.
“I
thought that would have been obvious Abigail. I thought it would
be the perfect opportunity for us to spend some serious time
together and see where our relationship goes, provided you want
the same thing.” Kevin said.
“Of
course I want that Kevin, but what about my job? I can’t just
sit around with you for a couple months.” Abigail said.
“Why
not? I was thinking that we could take some time to travel once
I’m feeling better. We’ve both been through a lot and we
deserve a vacation.” Kevin said.
“It
doesn’t feel right though. Just quitting my job and letting
you pay for everything.” Abigail said, not used to the life
Kevin was used to leading.
“Abigail,
I don’t look at it like that. As a group we’ve worked
extremely hard for years and now we have the luxury of enjoying
the fruits of our labor. The money I’ve made enables me to
look after the people I love. That includes you Abigail. No one
will give you a hard time if you take some time off. You deserve
it too.” Kevin said.
“I’ll
be honest here Kevin. It makes me feel a little uneasy. Now
I’m fully aware that there is no resemblance between the two
situations, but Frank insisted that I just stay home and I swore
I would never let a man control my life that way again.”
Abigail said.
“Oh
Abi, I’m not trying to dictate your life in any way. This is
just a temporary thing. Just take a couple months off to try to
get our feet back on the ground, but if you don’t feel
comfortable with that, then I’ll respect your feelings.”
Kevin said, realizing that they still had a ways to go before
Frank no longer haunted their relationship.
“Can
I think about it? I’ll use the time in Lexington to help me
figure out what I want to do.” Abigail said.
“Take
all the time you need, and I’ll support whatever decision you
make. But please be assured that I want you in my life.” Kevin
said.
“Thanks
Kevin. It’s just that so much has happened in the past few
weeks that I don’t want to rush into anything. It’s nothing
against you, I just want to proceed with caution.” Abigail
said.
“No
offense taken and I totally understand where you’re coming
from. Even I have to admit the situation is strange. Even though
I know you’re the same person I have dated for several months,
I still feel like I have to get to know you all over again.”
Kevin said, expressing his own thoughts.
“I
hope with time you’ll realize that I’m no different from the
Abigail that you first met. There was no difference, except for
the fact that I had a hidden past.” Abigail said.
“Yeah,
I know that. I guess I just realize that there is so much to
learn about you now. Eventually I want to hear about your
childhood, your first kiss, your first boyfriend, what your
parents were like and anything else that is included in your
life story. I never even realized that all those details were
missing until just recently.” Kevin said.
“And
given time, I promise I’ll tell you about all those things.
Unfortunately, my life isn’t quite as exciting as yours.”
Abigail said.
“My
life wasn’t always as exciting as it is now. I was just a boy
that grew up on a farm in Kentucky and in a lot of ways; I still
am that same boy. I’ve worked hard to surround myself with
friends and family to ensure that I don’t forget where I came
from. I think I’ve done a pretty good job at keeping my feet
planted on the ground.” Kevin said.
“Obviously
no one has told you about that inflated ego.” Abigail kidded.
Kevin
laughed and immediately grabbed his side when he was reminded of
the deep wound that was just beginning to heal. “Ouch, that
hurts.” Kevin said as he took a few deep breaths.
“I’m
sorry. I’ll try not to make you laugh until you’re feeling
better.” Abigail said as she leaned over and kissed Kevin on
the cheek.
“You
know, it was all worth it to see a smile on your face. Did I
ever tell you how much I love your smile? Your whole face lights
up and yours eyes literally sparkle.” Kevin said.
“It
feels good to smile again, I’ll admit that. I feel like I’ve
been stuck in the same nightmare for over three years now. Some
times it’s difficult for me to believe that it’s all
over.” Abigail said.
“Well
believe it.” Kevin said as he carefully leaned forward and
caressed Abigail’s cheek. “I’m going to show you how a
woman should really be treated. My goal is to make you forget
about the nightmare.” Kevin said, as he looked Abigail in the
eye. He slowly moved his lips closer to hers and their lips
touched in the first real kiss they’d shared in several weeks.
It felt like their first kiss all over again, as he watched
Abigail blush when he pulled away. At that moment, Kevin
realized that they had taken several steps backwards in their
relationship and it would take them some time to reach the same
point they were at prior to their life exploding into a
nightmare.
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