The Secrets Trilogy: Part 1 - Constant Fear


Chapter 8

Kevin arrived at Abigail’s place almost half an hour early on Saturday morning. He just couldn’t wait any longer to see her. When Abigail answered the door, she was startled to see Kevin, as she had just stepped out of the shower and all she was wearing was a short robe that didn’t leave much to the imagination. After a moment of silence, Abigail apologized for being so rude and invited Kevin in. “Sorry I’m here so early. I guess I was looking forward to seeing you today.” Kevin said honestly, knowing full well that he was running the risk of being disappointed.

“Don’t worry about it. Come on in and make yourself comfortable while I finish getting ready.” Abigail said as she quickly retreated to her bedroom. She closed her door and just stood there for a few minutes to try and collect her thoughts. Abigail smiled as she recalled the blush that slowly crept across Kevin’s face when he first saw her in the robe. She found that she was quite flushed as well when she stood in front of the mirror and removed her robe. She examined her trim body as she stood before the mirror. It had been over three years since she had been intimate with a man and this was the first time that her body was reminding her of that. She quickly got dressed in shorts and a tank top and threw a few things into a bag and she was ready to go. She pushed any doubts she had out of her mind and promised herself that she was just going to enjoy the day. She was going to see how the day progressed, and deal with anything as it arose.

While Abigail was getting ready, Kevin tried to calm himself down. He couldn’t control his arousal when he saw Abigail in her revealing robe. He would have to talk to her about answering her door while she was dressed like that. He realized Orlando wasn’t like New York City, but anyone could be on the other side of the door. By the time Abigail emerged from her bedroom, Kevin had successfully calmed himself down. Although the sight of her in tight black shorts and a white tank top made it difficult for him to keep his feelings and arousal suppressed. Was she doing this on purpose or was she totally oblivious to the effect she had on him, Kevin wondered to himself.

“Ok, I think I’m ready to go.” Abigail said as she made note of the blush that crept across Kevin’s face once again. This was going to be an interesting day, she thought to herself. She couldn’t wait to see how the day progressed.

Kevin was glad he brought his convertible along with him, because there was no way he could handle spending the next couple of hours confined in a vehicle with Abigail. “Great then. Let’s get this show on the road.” Kevin said as she took her bag from her and they both left her apartment.

As promised, Kevin had brought all The Backstreet Boys albums with him and Abigail had fun listening to their music. Some of their earlier stuff was pretty funny and Kevin seemed embarrassed, but she really liked some of their newer stuff, although she was disappointed that Kevin didn’t have more solos. But Kevin explained that he didn’t really like his voice and was happy being part of the five part harmony. In the end, Abigail was quite impressed, because they had definitely matured over the years. She just wished she had known about them earlier.

“Are you getting hungry?” Kevin asked several hours later as they approached the cutoff for the small private beach he had planned on taking Abigail to. He had been there several times and thought it would be a great way for them to spend a leisurely day together in private.

“I’m famished! Is there somewhere we can stop to grab a bite to eat?” Abigail asked. She had also had the urge to go to the washroom for quite sometime, but she was too embarrassed to ask Kevin to stop. Now she wished she had said something much earlier.

‘There’s actually a beautiful private beach just a few minutes from here. I brought a picnic lunch with me. How does that sound?” Kevin asked as he pulled off onto a dirt road.

“You sure do think of it all don’t you.” Abigail said as she felt her excitement grow. They would truly be alone all day and she could definitely get used to being with Kevin if this was the way he always treated his women.

“Well to be honest, I’m trying to impress you again.” Kevin said as he pulled off to the side of the road. “Would you like to help me carry everything onto the beach?” Kevin asked.

“I’d love to, but I have one small problem. I really need to go to the bathroom. Is there anywhere around here where I can go?” Abigail asked.

Kevin felt terrible for not even considering asking her if she needed to stop. “Unfortunately, there is nothing around here. There is a small town about fifteen minutes from here. We could drive there if you like.” Kevin offered.

“No, that’s all right. I’ll just find a spot behind the trees. I have been camping before, so it’s not like I’ve never done it before.” Abigail replied. Kevin watched as Abigail disappeared behind the trees and had to push the impure thoughts he was having out of his head. When Abigail returned to the car several minutes later she was feeling much better. She helped Kevin carry a few last things to the beautiful blanket he had set up. There was no way she was going to be able to resist Kevin that afternoon, she thought to herself. Against her better judgment, she planned on telling Kevin that she was interested in pursuing a relationship with him.

Kevin watched as Abigail got comfortable on the blanket and started to apply sunscreen. He wished he could be the one to rub it all over her body, but again, he had to push those thoughts from his head. ‘Stop it Kevin! You have to stop having these thoughts.’ Kevin said to himself as he shifted on the blanket to ease some of the tightness that had begun to form in his shorts.

Abigail interrupted Kevin’s thoughts when she said, “I’m glad I brought my bathing suit with me. You did plan on going swimming today right?” Abigail asked.

Kevin wasn’t sure he could handle the sight of Abigail in a bathing suit, but he said, “We can do anything you want this afternoon.”

Fortunately, Kevin was able to relax a little more during lunch. It was almost as if Abigail could feel the tension, so she casually joked around and managed to put him at ease. That was until Abigail announced that she was ready for a swim. “Are you sure we should be swimming so soon after we ate?” Kevin said, not trusting his reaction to seeing Abigail in her bathing suit.

Abigail couldn’t contain her laughter when she saw the tortured look on Kevin’s face. Abigail moved some things out of the way and sat down in front of Kevin. “I think we need to get something out of the way.” Abigail said as she leaned forward and gently kissed Kevin on the lips. That was all the encouragement that Kevin needed. He buried his hands in Abigail’s hair and deepened the kiss. He couldn’t get over how soft her lips felt. They finally surfaced for air several minutes later and Kevin rested his head on Abigail’s shoulder and to try and catch his breath. He finally looked up and Abigail was alarmed when she saw tears threatening to fall. “What’s wrong Kevin?” Abigail asked as she gently touched Kevin’s cheek. She wasn’t sure if he was just pleased that she had told him with the kiss that she was interested in pursuing a relationship with him or if it was too late.

“You have no idea how badly I have wanted to do that.” Kevin said, as he traced a finger lightly over Abigail’s swollen lips.

“I’m sorry I didn’t do it earlier Kevin. I just needed to work through some things. I’m still not one hundred percent sure about everything, but I did realize it was time to take this to another level.” Abigail said.

“You have nothing to be apologize for. I was willing to wait anyways.” Kevin said as he gently placed another kiss on Abigail’s lips.

For the rest of the afternoon, they casually flirted with each other and pushed each other’s buttons. Unfortunately for Kevin, anything Abigail did drove him crazy, but he was able to handle it all knowing that Abigail was now his woman. ‘His woman.’ He said to himself. He liked the sound of that. He would do everything in his power to make sure that she was always his woman.

 

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