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Kevin did manage to have a good time that night, but he still had Taylor on his mind the whole night. He met a few girls and danced with them, but at the end of the night he realized how comfortable he felt around Taylor. He could tell that the girls at the club were only interested in him because he was Kevin Richardson of The Backstreet Boys. That seemed to bother him because he knew he could have been enjoying time with Taylor. So at around 11pm Kevin went to Brian and said good night. Brian was a little shocked to see he was going home so early, but he was having such a great time with his girlfriend Sue, that he didn't seem to mind,
Kevin knew that he should just go straight home, but he knew he wouldn't be able to sleep until he knew that Taylor was okay. So he pulled into a parking spot outside her apartment. He sat there for a few minutes looking up at her apartment and saw that the lights were still on. He decided instead of using the key Taylor gave him, he would just try knocking on the door first. When he didn't get an answer he did use the key to let himself in. He quietly closed the door behind him and walked into the apartment. He was relieved to see that she was asleep on the couch with the TV on. He just stood there for several minutes watching her sleep. Then he wrapped her up in the blanket and carefully carried her into her bedroom. He had her tucked in bed and was about to leave her bedroom, when he heard her voice quietly call his name. He turned around and sat on the side of her bed.
Taylor wanted to do this to see what kind of a reaction she got from Kevin, so she sat up and at first just put her one arm around his neck. Then she pulled away and looked into his mesmerizing green eyes. Taylor got her answer considering she was not the one that needed to initiate the kiss. Kevin leaned forward and covered her lips with his. They broke apart for a split second and Taylor said, "Stay with me tonight Kevin. I just want to feel your arms around me again tonight."
"Of course I will stay. Just give me a second to lock the apartment up and turn the lights off." Kevin said as he lightly touched Taylor's face. He was now able to look past all the bruises and see how beautiful she really was.
Taylor watched as Kevin came back into her room. He took off his shirt and pants and she couldn't get enough of his body in just his boxers. She vowed to her self that they weren't going to do anything that night, but he did have a well built body. One that she almost couldn't resist.
Kevin noticed Taylor looking him over, so he took his time getting into her bed. He crawled under the covers and Taylor didn't waste anytime. She rested her head on Kevin's chest and he put his arms around her. He could smell how sweet her hair was, and he loved the way it felt as it fell on his shoulder. He could feel her breasts against his side and her hands felt so warm on his chest. He wanted to feel those hands all over his body he thought to himself. He realized that this was the first time Taylor had aroused him and he wasn't sure what to think.
Taylor remained still in Kevin's arms, but her mind was racing. She wondered what Kevin was thinking at that moment, but she was almost positive that he couldn't be having the same thoughts about her. They were just friends and he felt nothing more for her. She couldn't resist so she slowly moved her hand across Kevin's chest.
Kevin was just starting to push the thoughts out of his head, when Taylor started moving her hand around his chest. Was it an involuntary act he wondered? He decided he had to get her attention and find out what was really going on. "Taylor." He said in his deep rich voice.
Taylor looked up at Kevin and when she looked into his green eyes, she could swear she saw something different there. She could feel them calling her. Without saying a word, Taylor adjusted herself and started kissing Kevin. His arms started to explore up and down her back and she was surprised to hear a small moan escape from deep in Kevin's throat. She stopped and looked at him not knowing what to do next.
As Taylor looked back at Kevin, he knew he wanted more. He wanted all of her, but his conscience was getting the better of him. So he put he head back against the pillow and closed his eyes.
"Kevin, what's wrong?" Taylor asked.
Kevin decided that he had to tell Taylor how he was feeling. He took her free hand and intertwined it with his own and said, "I am a little confused about what is going on Taylor, but I do know that I think I am falling in love with you."
Taylor was in shock. Maybe it was possible that Kevin was having the same feelings that she was. Was it possible for such a good person to love her, she thought to herself? "Kevin, I'm afraid. The last time I let someone into my heart, well just look at me. We both know what happened. I do trust you Kevin, and I want to let myself fall in love with you too, but I need more time. I hate the way I look right now, and I don't even know how you could look at me. I need the physical wounds to heal before I can start letting my heart heal." She said.
Kevin gently grabbed Taylor's face so that he could look into her eyes. He wanted her to know that he was sincere. "Taylor, I respect the fact that you need time. I can just imagine how horrible this has all been for you. Just let me in as, a friend Taylor if that is all you are comfortable with right now. I don't want to rush you into anything. As long as you don't push me away, I will stay right by your side. And Taylor, when I look past all the bruises, I see that you are a very beautiful person. Please don't think that I am ashamed of you Taylor." Kevin said as he wiped a tear off of Taylor's cheek.
Taylor knew at that moment that Kevin would be there for her. She also knew that she needed his support to make it past this.
