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-Living Life-
You were called a fag, noone respected you.
Not even your mom and dad, they didnt believe in you.
You are now older but your past still reflects back.
We can see the pain in your eyes.
You are doing what you want to do so why so sad?
You have Renee and a son you love.
So why feel so bad?
You see your son and your childhood comes back.
Maybe you feel your not all there for him.
That everything might go bad.
You find it hard to deal with this pressure, the pain.
All of this fame just might be too hard to deal with.
Maybe you wanted a normal life for your son.
As you stare into his eyes you hope his life to be great and
unlike yours.
You will be there for him forever and support him in life.
You love him and care for him.
He is your son.
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As I stand there watching you
Seeing no worry in your eyes
You seem to not notice
Maybe not even care how i feel
As I stand there watching her
Seeing her with you with her
Her heart belonging to you
She doenst even care
As I stand there wishing I was yours
Wishing my heart belonged to you
You see no pain in my eyes
No pain at all
I can't wish and hope forever and wait forever
I must move on
Theres nothing I can do
Nothing I can offer you except my heart
I will love you always and forever
Even if you dont..
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A dark cloud covers me like a blanket on a bed
Nothing good can ever come out of life, except maybe death
Darkness follows me everywhere, in my clothes, in my soul
Like a spirit that never goes away
Dark clouds settle over me, at night and during the day
It follows me to sleep and crawls over me while I lay
Crying and crying I waste my life away
Until that day comes where my soul can rest in peace
Life is so useless, I wonder why and how I got put on this earth
Its so hard to enjoy when everything goes wrong
Its the dark cloud following me, telling me something
Has my time come near? Has my number come up?
